Ciao! As I dive into my senior year abroad in Italy, I find myself in a whirlwind of emotions. Here I am in Pavia, surrounded by breathtaking architecture, rich history, and delicious food, yet I often feel waves of homesickness wash over me. I miss my friends back in Charlotte, North Carolina.
It’s hard to explain to them what life is like here, especially when they’re winding down their day just as I’m starting mine. The time difference feels like an invisible barrier, and sometimes I feel forgotten, like a character in a book that’s been put on a shelf.
The Struggles of School
School has become both my anchor and my challenge. I attend classes six days a week, which feels intense. My schedule is packed with subjects like Chemistry, Biology, Italian Literature, and Philosophy. I love learning, but it can be overwhelming. The toughest part? Everything is taught in Italian. While I know immersing myself in the language and culture is a fantastic opportunity, some days I just want to curl up in bed, watch Netflix, and enjoy a quick DoorDash order.
I miss the simple comfort of grabbing a snack from my pantry—there’s something soothing about munching on your favorite chips while chatting with friends.
Navigating school in a foreign language is an adventure in itself. I often find myself zoning out during lectures, trying to catch key phrases and words. It’s a challenge, but it pushes me to learn and adapt. I’ve found that I have to be proactive—asking questions, seeking help from classmates, and studying harder than I ever have before. It’s exhausting, but I know it will pay off in the end.
Finding Connection
Despite the challenges, I’m slowly finding my footing. The friends I’ve made here have been incredible. They’ve helped me navigate this new world, showing me around and introducing me to local customs.
I truly don’t think I could get through this without them. We bond over shared experiences—like deciphering our homework or debating which gelato shop has the best flavors. These moments of laughter and connection remind me I’m not alone, even when I feel far away from home.
Making friends has been one of the highlights of my experience so far. It’s amazing how quickly we’ve formed a bond, laughing at our language mishaps and celebrating small victories in class. We’ve explored the city together, visited historical sites, and even tried our hand at cooking traditional Italian dishes. Each shared experience helps to ease my homesickness, even if just a little.
Staying Connected
Talking to my parents three times a week also helps a lot. Hearing their voices brings a sense of familiarity and comfort. They’re my cheerleaders, reminding me of all the reasons I took this leap of faith. However, I still crave those carefree conversations I used to have with my friends back home. It’s tough not being able to share my daily life with them in real time, but I know they’re supporting me from afar.
I’m often reminded of the things I took for granted back home—the casual hangouts, the late-night talks, the ease of grabbing a meal together. I miss those little moments of comfort, but I’m learning to cherish the unique experiences I’m having here.
A Journey of Growth
Though it’s hard being away from the comfort of home, I’m starting to see this year as a chance for growth. I’m learning to embrace the uncertainty and new experiences that come with living in a different culture. Each challenge makes me stronger and more resilient. I know that at the end of this journey, when I return home in July 2025, I’ll be a different person—wiser, smarter, and more independent.
As I reflect on this journey, I feel a mix of excitement and anticipation. I’m eager to look back on this year and see how it has transformed me. Here’s to new adventures, challenges, and friendships that will last a lifetime! I know this year will shape me in ways I can’t yet imagine, and I’m ready to embrace every moment of it.
